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    • Empathy and Superman

      Posted at 6:08 pm by tb, on December 1, 2019

      It’s that time of year again. Like all circular internet arguments, we find ourselves back at discussing whether or not Superman is relevant in today’s world. This latest round comes courtesy of two recent events. The first being the resurgence of the Twitter hashtag #releasethesnydercut, which is DCU and Zack Snyder megafans’ insistence that the director’s cut of Justice League is superior to the theatrical release.

      While that trend was dying down, an article on Forbes caught my eye in which it discusses how DC doesn’t know what to do with Superman on the big screen (Forbes link with lots of ads, FYI), especially in the wake of other films in the DCU being both profitable and critically acceptable. The article does make some good points. It is hard to make a Superman movie, and we haven’t had a good one since the Christopher Reeve movies. The article is relatively even-handed in the landscape of superhero cinema, but I still found myself disagreeing with conclusion, one that ultimately argues that Superman should be shelved for a time.

      Again, there might be some truth here as there can be fatigue of seeing the same characters over and over. But then again, we’re on our third interpretation of Spiderman…

      Or maybe Superman is too unrelatable. But…then there’s mega-rich dudes Tony Stark and Bruce Wayne, Thor who is a literal god, Wonder Woman as a daughter of Zeus, all of them have connected with audiences. Why not Superman?

      It could be easy to argue that the Superman from the late seventies and early eighties was an appropriate movie for a simpler time, one where the country was still aglow from the tail end of winning the space race, one where Reagan could opine about America being the shining city on the hill. Y’know, just as long as you didn’t look too close and notice all of the problems. The argument goes that Superman is comically overpowered, incomprehensible to modern audiences, and therefore neigh impossible to portray to an audience who wants heroes they can identify with. This sounds eerily familiar to a “likeability factor” in politics. Who wouldn’t like to have a drink with bad boy Aquaman, or be goofy with Shazam, or be goofy and drink with Thor. Those characters have had a recent makeover and audiences love the new heroes. However, Superman is still seen by many as a relic of the past, faded idealism which has no place in modern movies.

      Personally, I think they’re starting from the wrong place. To me, the hero isn’t Superman at all. The hero is Clark Kent. Superman is nothing but his alter-ego.

      Superhero origin stories are almost a overworked trope. Do we actually need to see how Batman or Spiderman became who they are? But it can introduce audiences to a particular mythos, and it can also establish the character’s primary motivation throughout the movie, sometimes even for the entire series. Within a Superman movie, the development here is rushed to get to the “good stuff”, often a world threatening event with lots of fights and special effects. Considering the Synder interpretation, those movies start with a fundamental misunderstanding of the character, one born from a cynical point of view about how one deals with alienation and practically unlimited power. Superman is portrayed as god amongst men…well, of course identification is going to be difficult.

      What we miss is Clark Kent. We don’t get to see the influence of the Kent parents who guide Clark in his youth, and ultimately give him the tools and mindset to be an idealistic hero. Synder’s take had Jonathan Kent’s wisdom reduced down to “you must hide because people will fear you”. His Kryptonian father’s message is that he is being sent to guide people of this backwards planet. How are these messages, in any way, relatable to movie audiences? But this is where we are. These themes of dealing with self-centered use of power are perhaps better handled in HBO’s Watchmen series or Amazon’s The Boys.

      “The big blue boy scout is boring,” is a common refrain. “Where’s the tension? Where’s the challenge if you’re overpowered?” To me, the best Superman stories are the ones about having the power but being judicious in its use. Clark’s greatest super powers are not his strength, his speed, heat vision, flight, you name it. It is his superhuman restraint, his compassion, his empathy, and yes, love for his adopted home and its people.

      I’m not entirely sure I’ll ever see the Superman movie I would love because it would largely be about Clark Kent not only learning important lessons, but also exploring the love Jonathan and Martha have for their child. Clark is a great hero because of his tremendous empathy, not because his powers. Superman is the alter-ego to protect his family and friends from harm, but he is ultimately a man from Kansas doing the best he can. Would anyone besides me want to see a much more personal movie, with smaller but more intense stakes, without the overt threat to the entire world?

      This movie only exists in my head and would have obvious nods to Morrison’s All-Star Superman. Superman does what he can and is a symbol of optimism and idealism. Perhaps many consider it naive, mocking his ernestness, but he carries on. Superman is the outward projection. But we also see Clark, struggling with difficult questions: Is he doing enough? How should he use these gifts? Can he deal with the guilt of not being able to save everyone? How does he manage restraint with the amount of power he possesses? Those are real questions, real conflicts, and something that is missing in the modern movies.

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    • Social Anxiety and the Convention

      Posted at 4:16 am by tb, on August 10, 2017

      This morning, I was determined to attend a panel that sounded interesting, partly from the topic but also partly from the panelists were known to be entertaining. Because I have the attention span of a gnat, I decided to crack open the laptop and shoot off a blog post about the first full day about WorldCon 75 when my laptop decided that very important updates were needed. Hence, I missed the panel.

      Or that’s what I tell myself. Publically, I’m blaming Microsoft for their lack of foresight and ruining what I expected to be a wonderful experience, but privately I’m sitting in an empty hallway largely avoiding people. I’ve done this before. I have no illusions that this will happen again. I have no doubt that amongst several thousand people who I know share similar interests and fandoms that I still feel quite alone.

      The problem with this is cumulative. I’ve missed the first panel and now it puts my whole day in jeopardy. My mind is building excuses for skipping out on things, for not being present, for even lying to myself about why I’m not more fully present at the convention. The danger here is post-convention where the full expenses of the trip will be known and the potential shame spiral of “you spent all that money to sit in a hotel room, why did you even bother”. I tell myself that my stomach gurgling is the breakfast sausages and not the anxiety triggered nerves.

      Today will not be a total loss. At some point, I will likely get swept up in the wake of a friend who will have plans, and those plans will become my plans. We’ll laugh and talk and things will be fine. For the moment, anyway. Tomorrow starts the whole thing over again.

      I don’t have a strategy to combat these feelings. I’ve tried to talk to some well-meaning people about this and their solution is always framed as a binary choice. Do or do not (Fuck you, Yoda). Reframing the choice in my mind where the positives outweigh the negatives takes energy, mindfulness and a bit of training. Currently, each of these choices are weighed on a scale where the positive is “you will have fun” against a litany of other reasons: you may not like it, what about your stomach, what else might you miss, why haven’t your friends said hello, what about later, what about when you get home, what will you tell other people, etc.

      I won’t share with you how easy it was to create that little list.

      Like I said, I don’t have a magic salve to fix the problem. This post is part catharsis, part self-remedy. Maybe it will generate interest from friends who will offer comfort. Maybe not. But what I can say is that if you have friends at the convention, make plans with them. Each day, try to have a meal with someone you know. Even if you don’t know them terribly well, make a plan for a panel, or a meal, or a drink. Something. It will help you figure out that you’re not alone. It will remind you that people care. It will be just the thing you need.

      Posted in Happenings | 0 Comments | Tagged Conventions, Mental Health
    • Finland By Daylight

      Posted at 3:01 am by tb, on August 8, 2017

      Welcome to WorldCon day -1. The convention doesn’t officially start until tomorrow, but why not start talking about the exploits of today.

      My initial travel plan for yesterday was to sleep on the first leg to Reykjavík and then wake up for the three hour trip to Helsinki. That failed. Miserably, I might add. Once I realized that I wouldn’t fall asleep for the first leg, my options were limited and I landed on trying to tough it out by staying awake as long as I could. The obvious problem is that staying up for over 24 hours is not good for you at all. However, I was in bed by 7:30 pm, Helsinki local time and only woke once at 3:30 am before falling back to sleep. I rolled out of bed a bit before 7 am and after a wonderful, leisurely breakfast, here we are.

      Today I will be joining friends for a sea fortress tour (in English!) at Suomenlinnna. Separate post about that later, I am sure. I’m more worried about navigating the transit system. I keep getting turned around thinking north is south and vice versa. I will compensate for this by leaving early and loading up an offline map to my phone.

      Outside of the events of the day, I have mixed feelings. I mostly do okay at traveling by myself, but always there’s an anticipation of meeting up with friends and the like. This trip is the most ambitious one I’ve taken in years and I’m doing it myself. I’ve taken big trips with others and I’ve always been able to share thoughts with a friend or family in the moment. This trip…not so much. It’s been a lot in my head.. Maybe that’s good for the blog because I’ll be extra motivated to get those thoughts out. We’ll see.

      Regardless, I’m happy here. I love visiting Europe and I’m thrilled to experience a different culture, even though this place reminds me so much of Minnesota. The ups and downs will come, I’m sure of that, but for now, I’m digging Finland.

      Posted in Happenings | 0 Comments | Tagged Conventions
    • A Change of Space

      Posted at 1:15 pm by tb, on August 2, 2017

      Hey ho, everyone!

      You would not believe how long I’ve been thinking about doing this change. For years, I’ve been blogging from timboerger dot net for a long, long time. I started with a WordPress site twelve years ago and was blogging under a different platform for many years. The last few years have remained dormant because of LIFE (expect a post or two addressing this), but  I knew that in time, I would want to move to a dot com address simply because it is the default address people put in the browser. It’s the web address on my cards, so probably not a great idea to have it point at absolutely nothing. This week, I made the change and here we are.

      What of the old posts? They’re going away. I might archive them somewhere, but most of them were musings on various and sundry thoughts I had many years ago. Most of them are largely unimportant and I really can’t see anyone caring about them besides me. I’ve changed a lot over the last few years and the old site was where I collected those musings pre-kids, pre-marriage, pre-lots of things.

      Plus, I wanted to change the focus of the site. Before, it really was a forum for me to vent on pretty much everything. It’s fair to say the old site had no focus beyond what was interesting to me at the time. While I want to reserve the right to blog about anything, I do want to start having regular features that I hope you’ll find interesting. Such as…

      • Writing progress reports and special tips. Being a writer is lonely and if you’re like me, seeing how other people write can be illuminating to your own process. Writing is messy. It’s not perfect and it’s always evolving, so why not share the ups and downs with others.
      • Episode by episode breakdowns of my favorite shows. There are some shows I love to watch. Maybe too much, one might say. Right now, I’m really focused on some cartoons that I utterly love. The first of these is six seasons of The Venture Bros. I really want to share why I think it’s special and why I love it so.
      • Going along with the breakdowns, I want to talk about these shows from a writing point of view. I want to highlight what they do right as well as point out missed opportunities or missteps.

      Along the way, I want to highlight the travels I have to conventions, starting with Worldcon 75 in Helsinki, Finland. I’m pumped up for this trip and I hope I can share with you a lot of the joy I expect to experience.

      Thank you

      Posted in News | 0 Comments | Tagged Site News
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